Moments of cloudiness

I don’t know why I am writing this; actually I’m ultimately pissed off right now and feel like in deep need of expressing the shit out of me.

I can proudly n happily say that on a day to day basis i get pissed off, because this is what life brings on, however i get used to it n enjoy now being pissed off.

Let me tell you about some of the everyday-situations that turn me off, for instance one of them is meeting some professional psychic judges who are experts at judging people from the very first sight. Just from the moment you say hello, they'll immediately know about your complete curriculum vitae, make a multidimensional analysis of your personality, your IQ, and even read your stupid mind. And afterwards, expect a treatment based on that precious analysis which I don’t know from where they actually got it. And of course you have to accept that, because no matter how many ages you spend trying to change that impression, you will not. So yea deal with it, accept the totally different person they assumed you are and accept the way they treat you. Ah I forgot and you must change the way you perceive yourself because duh, they know you better of course.

These super abnormal genius people come from different backgrounds. You may meet a religious one, a paranoid one, a psychiatrist, a freak etc.

A psychiatrist will create a psychological profile for you, they know your weaknesses, your strengths, what you like what you don’t and don't ask me how. but hell if they believe in mind control, they will try to change your mind using very wicked methods (sarcasm). Regardless of how funny they are, still it pisses me off because they insult my intelligence indirectly while I actually prefer being insulted directly, add to this that they can make you shoot yourself.

The paranoid considers you too suspicious, or trying to hide sth, the freak assumes you are a freak as well. so yea live with that.

The religious assumes you are going to hell no matter what. i'm unveiled living in a hypocrite society, and people judge you according to your appearance. however, i very respect those who wear the veil and those who don't, so is it that hard for others to do the same? and why should i be stereotyped as irreligious and wrong? and why should a veiled girl wearing simple loose clothes be stereotyped as extremist? why can't we accept the "being different" notion and live with it instead of accepting to live with shit?
And yea i can't do anything about it, i never confront whoever judges me, but instead i draw this smile and stay away from them as much as possible. you know why I do that? because their unconscious minds and emotions judged me first, so i may find it very hard to use the so called logic to convince them. Yet, i don't know.

Feminism or Femininity?

If you believe that both can’t survive on the same planet, then do me a favor and go kill yourself :) 

How scary does “feminism” sound to you?  For me, whenever I hear “Are u a fe..minist?” it sounds exactly the same like Are u a dinosaur? A serial killer? A leader of the Illuminati? 

Feminism is not a new ideology, while the stereotypes about feminism in the Middle beautiful East are new but not very.


mmm what do feminists want? nothing, just equality!
This means that you want to be a whore n hang out at nights, smoke pot n do whatever you want!
Seriously? that what men do? ok, i want superiority then.
It’s whenever people talk about women and men equality, we hear the same nonsense. Especially when you mention the so called "freedom", you're dead! As it's the source of thrill for all men (stupid ones, as i love not to generalize).

Ok, how to get rid of the devilish effects of feminism?

1. Media: the majority of your population are slaves to the TVs, spread your anti-women anti-equality ideas through shows, plays, movies, songs...etc using some puppets.
(with all respect to the play)

2. Religion: Some people decided to call themselves religious, and out of their generosity, they decided to enlighten us with some new invented religious rules. But bear in mind that if we don’t obey them we are cut into pieces, burnt in "earth hell" and turned into ashes.

3. Family and Culture: The most effective of all. Some environments are actually designed to oppress women, n this will make you hate yourself and despise women. Such environments were not to oppress women only; but they oppress men too and create intertwined barriers in their minds with some planted stupid ideas.

كلمتي حرّة

Music and Politics

They say driving reflects a person’s personality, while movies & music reflect a country’s culture. If you want to understand a country’s political culture, you may need to know something about their media, press, political parties or political organizations, and so many other things including watching their movies and listening to their political bands. Political bands? Yes, a kind of bands that never existed in Egypt or let me say not welcomed.

Let us go back to the 50s and beginning of the 60s, remember Abd el-Helim’s nationalistic songs that commended the revolution and praised Egypt? The songs that celebrated nationalizing the Suez Canal, praised the soldiers, the farmers, the labor? This era was full of songs that told us a lot; they were stronghold to the political regime and reflected the Nassirist thoughts that were prevailing at that time. But did they reflect any opposition to the regime? Any objection? Any criticism? Of course no! They were just the regime’s tool of propaganda. And who denies the role of propaganda when it comes to brain wash? And who forgets Goebbels cynical techniques to influence the Germans? Yea they have their own ways.


In Mubarak’s era, Has anyone heard a band or a singer singing against the government policies? Against the police humiliation? Against taxes? For revolting? For a certain group or ideology? Against nothing?  Yea there were people singing against nothing. there were just these crappy nationalistic songs that expressed how lovely Egypt is.

This doesn’t mean that I blame and piss whoever sang nationalistic songs, of course no, on the contrary I see them vital. But I blame those who decided to build up a wall and accepted the limits that the regime and the culture created, A basic feature of democracy is to be able to express whatever radical opinions you have, And the society & the regime must accept their existence. Let the beginning be by hearing radical lyrics.


In the U.S & the U.K, the idea of political bands dates back to the late 70s. A lot of bands were formed such as the American band Dead Kennedys in 1978, they brought politically charged lyrics that were full of sarcasm and irony of social and political issues. In the U.K, the clash band was formed in 1976, was much known for the politicized lyrics and rebellious attitude. Their album “London calling” remains one of the most influential rock albums.

There are hundreds of punk political bands, here are some of them:

Anti-flag: formed in 1988 much of the band's lyrics have focused on anti-war activism, criticism of United States foreign policy, corporatism, U.S. wealth distribution, and various sociopolitical sentiments.

Rise Against: formed in 1999 and are known for their activism. They appeared on the “Rock against Bush, Vol. 1” an album released in 2004 that contains a collection of songs by other punk rock band.

System of a down: an Armenian-American rock band, their songs reflect their views of the Armenian genocide 1915 and the ongoing war on terrorism.

Rage against the machine: American band, formed in 1991. Critics have noted Rage Against the Machine for its "fiercely polemical music, which brewed sloganeering leftist rants against corporate America, cultural imperialism, social inequality, and government oppression into a Molotov cocktail of punk, hip-hop, and thrash"

Napalm death: English band formed in 1988. Their songs address racism, feminism, militarism, and capitalism.

Immortal technique: He is an American rapper and not a band. His name is Felipe Andres Coronel. His lyrics address issues like class struggle, poverty, religion, government and institutional racism.

The Coup: American hip hop band formed in 1992, their lyrics criticize capitalism, American politics, patriarchal exploitation, and police brutality, among other things.

Things i've learnt in life

1. Humans are miraculously powerful in a way beyond imagination, never underestimate anyone’s capabilities. 
2. Live your dream and never give up on it, one day it will come true no matter how long it takes. 
3. Forgiveness is conditional. Only forgive those who unintentionally meant to hurt you.
4.  Nothing stays forever, just learn to adjust yourself. 
5. Stupidity doesn’t exist, everyone has a gift, we are all good at sth.
6. Never seek power or superiority, seek equality instead.
7.  You were created for a purpose.
8. Love rules all.
9. There is nothing called absolute or ultimate truth in life. The only thing I’m sure about is God.
10. Don’t make fun of others, so as others won’t make fun of you.
11. Don’t listen to those who try to discourage you, believe in yourself.
12. Have a cause in life, defend it and die for it.
13. No matter how much you lose, remember it’s not the end of the world.
14. God only is in control of everything, not you not me and not anyone else.
15. Always smile to people; you don’t know how much it can brighten someone’s day.
16. Be friendly to all, but close to very few.
17. Don’t stay with people who get you down.
18. Pursue peace and ask for it.
19. Never quit sth because you think it’s hard. difficulty is relative, fight instead.
20. Be brave and never fear, cause you have nothing to lose.
21. Never betray or fool someone, not only because you will lose him/her but also because what goes around comes around. 
22. Don’t talk behind people’s back, they will know it. 
23. God always talks to us, but sometimes we block listening. 
24. Live for others and not for yourself.
25. Use logic instead of emotional bias.
26. A lie always dies. 
27. 3 things have no limitations: imagination, learning and your will. 
28. We are different, and that's what i find interesting about life.
29. Don't hide your emotions, show love.
30. Our humane side rules eventually, no matter how people try to be materialistic.